gone back to the state of updating my blog..

goodness gracious!!!!

this afternoon felt totally like my first german vocab test back in semester 1.. late for class coz of some dumb technical error in the printer, which the administrator was unable to rectify... caught by surprise over the written german test, which i thought was meant for next week.. *bleah*

cold draft hitting the whole of europe.. thank God that i'm not in russia or in berlin.. thank God that i survived that freezing cold sunday morning, after which, your hands just kinda lose all sense of touch.. and it snowed yesterday night till this morning, followed by mini flurries.. man, if the snow was thicker, i would have lie in the snow and roll around in it..

oh, a bit of free advertisement.. go check out this site: smell of rain... one movie which my friend is starring in and i honestly think that it's pretty well done.. unfortunately i have no money to aid in the financing but i will definitely want to catch it when it is officially released..

let it snow, let it snow, let it snow..

i was about to believe that it won't snow for some time to come.. but it did.. and i do love it when it snows.. well, at least in hamburg, coz it makes the weather better and not so cold as well.. beats not snowing, with strong winds.. that's worst..

i love fresh snow, when it accumulates and is left undisturbed.. gives me the opportunities to do silly things like, leave my handprints in the snow.. i love the feeling of walking on fresh snow.. the 'crunch' sound that it makes.. i love the sight of snow falling from the sky.. i love the feeling of snow falling on me.. cold it is, but no one gets that back in tropical asia.. if it does snow back home, everyone around the world has a great deal to worry about..

i dislike melted snow that turns into slush, which is totally wet and slippery.. i particularly have low affinity for snow that has gathered and hardened into ice coz it's really really slippery.. tested and proven.. enough said..

did i mention that it snowed in london for an hour on the morning i left for bath? it was pretty awesome, but snow in london?? and have i mentioned that it has been snowing since 330pm this afternoon?? but it has now tapered off to a mixture of snow and rain..

well, little things that will be greatly missed..

everyone's coming back..

jerome came back early this morning but of course, i was too sound asleep to know.. but i realised it coz the main door was unlocked.. radek just walked into the house 10 minutes ago.. so all that's left is paloma, who is supposedly to be back on wednesday..

checklist?? herr mathusall just and finally replaced our cooking stove, so now we have a workable oven!! woohoo!! but there's a whole list of 'to-be-done' before we can use the oven.. and we even have blinds in the living room to give more privacy to the house, since we are all staying on the ground floor..

so this marks the re-opening of school after the christmas break.. and soon the semester will end as well.. habe ich ein bisschen falsche gemacht? ich weiss nicht aber ich werde bald nach hause fahren..

asean party 2006

and indeed, it was really asean.. we had ppl from 5 of 10 asean countries.. namely, singapore, malaysia, vietnam, thailand & indonesia.. and so, we had food from all over the place.. we had indra making tempe.. siang fung cooking penang laksa.. can't remember the names of the rest of the food... eufo and me did instant mix of nasi goreng.. but we did too much rice.. so that's dinner tomorrow too.. or whatever works man..


a bit messy here.. but there's actually a lot of food.. but some got cut out of my photo.. *boo*..

dinner was great and after that, we had our honourable organiser, dan, who played the guitar for us and sang some really oldies..


after a while, ronny took over and went way 'soprano'.. and danny and farmi were trying desperately to shut him up.. well, it was a heck of a time.. dan gave us a free concert to guns & roses, ronan keating, all for one and many others.. my goodness.. it just reminded me of the good old days of union camp back in year 1, when we were still 'green' freshmen, subjected to the 'torture' of the seniors.. vulcans back then, was a singing bunch.. the girls made the guys joined evil and the vulcans took over the whole bus and literally the camp by singing anything and everything under the sun.. irritated the heck out of others though.. *bleah*.. it reminded me as well of the time back in nias.. when we were just sitting around in the eating area and abang franky would come along with his guitar and then we would all start singing, though i had and still have absolutely no understanding of the language.. hmm.. in some ways, i wished that some of my guitar-playing friends were around, then we could have all launch a good session of singspiration.. missing those singspiration sessions and cell group too.. hicks, gave youth camp a miss this year.. *boo*..

oh wells.. we cleared up close to 10pm.. hmm.. that marked one weekend less in germany and one day nearer to the end of christmas break.. well, i'm actually on christmas break till monday and my housemates will only be back next week so i have the whole house to myself!! quite a good feeling and cleaning up actually felt quite therapeutic.. *madness*.. and here's all of us.. a little slanted and dark though.. opps..

on a bimbotic sidenote, my reef slippers are disintegrating!!! oh my pretty yellow flowery slippers.. boohoo!!

it's time..

it's always the time of the year when all of us are supposed to sit down and think about the past year and reflect on it.. well, mine is more than a little too late.. it came 5 days too late.. blame me for being stuck in paris.. one place, which i don't think i will ever return to.. the germans will say, es gefaellt mir nicht.. that practically sums it all up..

read a few blogs since i got back this morning and not that i have done much reflections.. there's much which i'm supposed to do, for example: sleep!!! since it was quite an uncomfortable 12-hour coach ride back from paris.. oh, lesson learnt? no more coach rides.. i'll just pay for train rides..

2005.. it went passed.. just like that..

10th jan - 30th apr: semester 2 of ay 2004/2005
it was quite a painful semester with 7 modules and having 2 papers on the same day and ending my entire exams within a week.. it was painful enough.. but there were the moments of making friends with exchange students.. went to many 21st parties and missing many too.. 'killing' each other during lab sessions.. copying homework till the wee hours of the night.. my favourite studying buddies, whereby one has graduated and the other will graduate before i begin my 4th year.. my dearest cn6.. all the studying buddies in central lib.. enduring one last semester of german language at cls.. and most of all, planning for my upcoming exchange trip..

3rd - 21st may: my first stint as a waitress

23rd may - 15th june: trip to nias
this was really more than an experience.. it was overwhelming and it left me much questions.. it became a trip whereby i learnt about myself.. it was painful, but it had to be learnt somewhere.. it set me into a state of confusion but i'm still trying to understand why.. nias, gave a different light to many things.. it brought fear, it brought joy.. it built and sealed new and old friendships.. who can forget uncle's mega-watts smile, ibu's washing abilities, nenek's 'keeping the house in order', devin's suntan lotion, abang franky's batak food, abang taku's love for the kids.. and all those hours of just sitting around, enjoying each other's company though language was a huge barrier..

17th june - 23rd sept: working at uob
a reluctant return back home.. came back, burnt and totally kampong-style.. insanity but i started work immediately.. everyone scratched their heads, wondering what in the world is an engineering student doing in a bank.. it got to a point of getting so tired with work but yet, somehow it just went on.. skipped school to work despite having bid for all my modules and all.. made occassional guest appearances back in school but ended up disturbing ppl instead.. love my colleagues and miss them loads.. keeping contact is tough, but someday, i will try.. *bleah*..

1st oct - now: student exchange in germany
something i looked forward to since the days of immersion.. plans of turning it into an ia-session did not work out.. i'm just too lazy and tired to repeat the whole story here.. it was a roller-coaster ride that took a year to plan.. well, it is still a ride.. i came here, against all odds.. a year of planning, yet still coupled with so much hick-ups and stumbling blocks.. it came to a point of frustration and irritation but i went on with it.. so here i am, sitting in my hostel room, typing this very entry.. during the 3 mths here, i made friends.. friends from both asia, as well as from the european union.. friends from the trips which i took out of hamburg.. oh, in the 3 months, i toured berlin, koeln.. explored hamburg, but bit by bit.. finally left the country for stockholm, london & paris.. with less than 2 mths left of my exchange, it comes with a sense of what-ifs and what-nots.. many plans, perhaps will just go unaccomplished.. but with each closing door, perhaps a new door will open up.. but it is just a matter of time.. how long will the wait be? in the words of many germans here, i don't know..*laughs*... you must be wondering what have i been learning here.. in the light of the remaining time and with much to do, all has to be done before my departure..

in general...
sometimes i wonder, how did i go through this year.. a year when dynamics rules over equilibrium.. manchmal war es leicht, manchmal war es schwierig.. aber ich ging weiter..



thanks for all the support back home and here in germany.. thanks for all the friendships.. thanks for all the sweetness for the past year.. thanks for all your love.. it comes a point, whereby i have to stop receiving and start giving it back...

2006... in the new year..
there is much that i want and much that i will like to accomplish but i know well that by controlling much, i will eventually lose much as well.. all i can say about the new year is, cheers to the year that has passed and applauses for the new year.. it will never be an easy walk, but there are ways of making it easier..

to summarise the year before, in the words of robert frost..

two roads diverged in a wood,
and i-- i took the one less traveled by,
and that has made all the difference..

christmas time, oh christmas time..

hmm... there's no lectures from 24th dezember till 8th january.. that's what they call the 'christmas break'.. paloma left early this morning to fly back to spain.. radek is leaving tomorrow evening by bus back to poland.. and jerome is leaving tomorrow evening too, by bus back to paris..

me?? i'm leaving this evening for london.. i'm not swimming there nor taking a bus but flying by ryanair.. budget airline.. the exact airline which i took to stockholm.. but i'll be the first one back home here amongst the 4 of us..

been neglecting my blog lately.. the post on stockholm is still not up, but the photos are.. so go take a look if you are bored.. last weekend, keve and shengrong came down to visit too.. me so busy!!! so many activities!! *laughs*.. school is driving me nuts, as it always does.. just in a different continent and different country.. and leaving it all behind, while traveling to london and paris, makes me a heck too guilty and worried too.. okay, shall psycho myself to leave everything in hamburg.. *bleah*..

gotta run now.. catch ya all when i'm back... and i'll try and blog about all those things yeah?? stockholm.. keve's & shengrong's visit.. london.. paris..

oh, fröhliche weihnachten!!

how do you know that you have fried your brains??

when there is actually a door handle, aiding in the process of opening the door.. but all you did was just to keep pushing the door, wondering why doesn't the door open, though there is a sticker on the door that says: drucken.. until someone came along and turned the door handle...

fattening day!!

hey folks.. it's been almost a week since i got back from stockholm.. gonna blog about it soon but still taking the time to organise my photos a little, before posting them here..

anyway, eufo and me titled today: FATTENING DAY... something which we will be doing from time to time.. why so? to justify it all, it's coz we completed one lab report today!!! well, there's one more to go.. but that can take its own time..

it all started with nuermburger wuerstchen und pomme frites.. then we ran out of mayonaise, so off to marktkauf we went.. man, i bought so much stuff.. schokoladen, saft, snickers bars.. this is to prevent me from losing too much money to nit every wednesday afternoon.. and of course, we bought the mayonaise and ice cream too!! so we had more pomme frites.. but now with ice cream & mayonaise.. oh, for once, i found nice strawberry ice cream.. yum.. and did i mention that we had 'free' kinder bueno and other chocolates too??

wondering why am i still online at this morning? there was a mini christmas gathering at the wohnheimbar at ebelingsstrasse, where there were more food: lebkuchen, orangen, schokoladen, gluehwein, marzipan kugels, walnuts and a lot more things... yummy!! it all tasted so good... now understand why it's called 'fattening day'??

quite exciting though.. ppl sit around, catching up a little.. dancing and swaying to music, good dancable music.. so much food to eat.. table soccer to play... whatever it is, it's always the company that makes a difference..

i'm tired.. more lab report tomorrow.. and more fats to be added.. =P

unfall im weihnachtsmarkt..

both eufo and me deemed this as blog-worthy so here it goes..

both of us decided to go down to hamburg central after having not been to hamburg central for more than 2 weeks.. yupz, believe it or not, we have not been to hamburg central for more than 2 weeks.. see.. it was berlin, then köln, then it was lab-report week.. so yeah, we finally went to central today!!!

well, our main purpose was to visit the hamburger weihnachtsmarkt at rathausplatz.. but we were there too late so didn't get to see much.. but anyways, it was pretty much an adventure too..

weihnachtsmarkt started at moenckebergstrasse and went all the way to rathausplatz.. so much bratwurst, champignons, gluhwein, geschenken.. wow.. we called this, the high-class version of pasam-malam.. coz the stuffs are actually quite expensive.. well, finally made our way down to rathausplatz and boy, it was full of ppl.. yeah, on a tuesday evening.. can't imagine a saturday evening though.. anyway, the rathaus was opened due to some private event so we decided to go in and take a look, considering that the previous time we were at the rathaus, it was closed..

pretty cool to see a christmas tree in there.. and as usual, we were too engrossed in taking photos.. and then, there appeared this group of 4 guys in front of the christmas tree and asked for their photo to be taken.. and i did that.. but see, they were kinda drunk so one suddenly grabbed me on the legs and yes, i fell.. quite traumatised coz if he doesn't let go, i'm stuck there.. but after that, he was quite apologetic.. oh wells.. the effects of alcohol.. quite a funny bunch coz they wanted us to join them for a gluhwein session but nope, not when we have school tomorrow.. so that's the 'unfall im weihnachtsmarkt'..

continued walking around and saw so many wonderfully cute and beautiful christmas decor items.. you know i melt at the sight of decor items so yeah.. cheapo method?? take photos.. yupz, went passed this bakery and bought ourselves more food.. i got a rum-kugel and eufo got a sprit-kuchen.. the rum-kugel is really sinful and awesome but it fills you really quick too.. so super bloated now..

left about 9pm coz everything closes then.. hmm, must go back there again.. this time round, earlier so that can hang out longer.. =P

what to type here..

hmm.. getting really unmotivated to blog.. even if i had and have the time, i just don't seem to want to blog anymore.. perhaps coz it's all the ranting and whining.. time to get out of them all..

if there's anything i wanna whine now, i wanna whine abt school.. hmm.. studienarbeit.. not one but two!! spannend.. dateline?? by end of january.. including of one report and one presentation, subjected to question & answer from the floor.. and not to mention that i'm in the world of a headless chicken.. so yeah, so exciting.. and i just found out that all my old friends are no longer useful.. must start to shelf all of them.. they are namely, nusselt, prandtl, schmidt, stanton and everyone else.. hicks..

one big accomplishment of the week? eufo and me whacked a lab report for the whole of saturday and viola!! everything's done.. including modification of results.. actually she did that.. not to mention that we smoked our way through it as well.. =)

exams ending in singapore.. not that it bothers me.. just feel a little weird, coz usually this time, will be planning for 'what to do this coming holidays'.. hmm.. oh wells, waiting for the wedding photos to come in too.. and i just received yet another invitation for yet another wedding which i will be missing too.. but uncle bernard, make sure you include me for your celebrations back in singapore yah!! it will be so great to see debbie.. *laughs*..


winter wonderland.. not exactly, that's the state which my uni was in on sat morning.. friday was snowing like crazy!!!

köln.. cologne.. köln..

and so it was.. getting more unmotivated to update my blog and all.. but anyways, i went down to köln and back.. no cologne water though.. just didn't bother much with shopping.. was satisfied with just the company alone..

anyway, started the whole trip with a 757am train on friday morning to köln from harburg.. passing pastures of white due to snow.. and did i mention that it snowed for 0.5 hour last tuesday afternoon?? yeah, thank God that there's no need for an umsteigen.. finally got to köln hauptbahnhof at 1157am.. jawohl, 4 hours worth of journey.. liangzhu left on another train to aachen, while eufo and me decided to take a walk ard town.. really interesting city.. resembling too much of that of orchard road.. esp. the shopping area.. a little like the small streets of freiburg, minus the crowd..

met azman, raymond and samantha.. made our way down to the youth hostel, djh.. finally got rid of my bag and we went back to walk ard town.. went to the dom.. (seems like the typical thing which i will do at almost every place.. blame thomas!!).. but guessed what? in my attempt to take a photo, i burnt my own jacket.. yeah, the polyester melted due to the heat from the candle.. spannend!! man, tot i could save on shopping but nope, had to buy a new jacket on the spot.. boo.. and then, the schokolademuseum just had to close early on friday evening.. oh wells.. but this was pretty exciting.. sam bought a piece of chilli chocolate and after partaking it, we had to neutralise it with azman's marzipan..

friday ended with the arrival of folks from all over the place.. from kassel, dresden, leipzig, esslingen, karlsruhe, stuttgart, aachen, muechen, konstanz & köln.. the evening ended with a party, which ended up as a catch-up session for singaporeans.. jason, who looked too much like mok, was fiddling ard with his pirated dj turn-table.. there's too many ppl who resemble others one way or another.. too many friends who are friends of other friends.. man, talk abt frienster-ing again..

saturday started off with the climb of the kölner dom.. yes, thanks to thomas.. eufo and me just went all the way up.. man, but it's really really steep.. mel was wondering, why in the world did we go up that fast.. erm, blame thomas!! *laughs*.. too much vandalism but i won't complain when you get to see your own country being part of the vandalism.. even 'jurong west' appeared!! we were so tempted to draw the whole mrt line there.. and i honestly confess that i've not done that much exercise as compared to saturday.. after the dom, we made our way down to königswinter for a hike.. never fail to remind me of feldberg.. hmm.. last year, we went all the way up to feldberg to look at a pillar.. this year, we went all the way up to see the last wall standing of the schloss.. *round of applause*.. we went back to köln at about 4 plus in the afternoon.. it was followed by a free-and-easy session.. which conveniently ended up as a shopping trip in disguise.. nothing was bought though but rong jia, eufo & me ended up in nordsee, talking rubbish and eating.. the evening ended with part of the group leaving to pub, while the rest of us played charades.. man, it was a bucket full of laughter.. i never knew that 'pride and prejudice' is guised in the form of 'sir stamford raffles'.. and 'the statue of liberty' looks like a pose from that of manhunt contest.. well, and many more.. keve's personification of a lizard was nothing like a lizard.. man, who can forget william and his lizard act during a session of guesstures at youth camp many years ago..

sunday came and went with edb flying into germany.. lunch was great, well, at least i thought so.. left for the hauptbahnhof at about 5pm to take our 545pm train back to harburg.. and i nearly fainted when i learnt the karlsruhe party got home at about 9 plus..

all in all, despite having not seen much of köln, this has been a much better trip than berlin.. perhaps it's the company.. perhaps it's the city itself.. i don't know.. but it definitely was an excuse to enjoy the weekend and catch up with friends.. well, at least for me, it was an excuse to meet up with samuel & rong jia.. hmm, those of us who braved through 4 semesters of german language and now, here at last.. but we are missing on chengho, wengkeong, yuhan & kaiqing.. oh wells.. and it's also an opportunity for me to sprout max. amt of english, chinese, hokkien, singlish..

so till singapore, then shall we all meet again..

i love clean, clean room..

and i cleaned my room today.. tomorrow is laundry day.. i love the smell of washing powder.. what a way to spend my weekend..

went shopping on saturday.. how exciting can i get.. i mean, that's a girl's favourite past-time.. bought another top.. hmm, think someone should stop me from shopping.. was at chengyi's place for dinner and for sleepover.. as usual, was coughing that badly.. i really wonder what's wrong with me.. so i've decided to silent the crowd once and for all, i'm gonna go see the doctor tomorrow.. watched red eye.. not a really that great movie.. the movie just accelerated all the way.. boo.. as usual, no studying done.. great!!

oh, and so i heard, dragostea din tei is the newfound craze in singapore.. *laughs*.. i'm so ahead of time.. =P

effort is..

waking up at 630am on a sunday morning, to join the crowd at the fischmarkt...


waking up at 7am on a wednesday morning, just to run down to landungsbruecke and watch queen mary 2 docking at the hamburg hafen..

berlin.. berlin..

not doing any work tonight.. then again, when have i ever done work since i started sep??

i finally went away from hamburg.. looking forward really much to the trip to berlin but it's unfortunately not as great as i expected it to be.. maybe coz it's too short?? maybe coz there's too much that i wanna see but there's no time or coz i dunno how to get there?? maybe coz i spent too much time in the museums?? maybe like what rongjia said, coz i'm simply not a history student?? too many maybes..

left for berlin on friday at 845 am.. nice train ride but didn't fall asleep, as a result, i fell asleep in the bus during the city tour, only to wake up just in time to catch the remains of the berlin wall.. the city tour was crap.. it was as good as a 'touch-and-go' session.. and finally when we got to photo-worthy places, the sun has already set.. i'm so motivated for the trip.. boo.. spent 2 hours in the berlin wall museum at checkpoint charlie.. goodness!!

saturday was spent in museums as well.. the deutsche filmmuseum and the pergemon museum.. well, if you are into film history and greek mythology, they would appeal to you as well.. but dinner was good.. had mushrooms with baked potatoes and turkey!! schmeckt sehr gut.. lecker!! und tomatensuppe auch.. yummy!! as usual, the rest of the group went partying and the finnish guys are the best of the lot.. they went till it's so late, they skipped much of the tour to sleep in..

the last stop was the judische museum on sunday morning.. man, it was huge but i wished that it was the holocaust museum instead.. guessed that will interest me much more.. anyway, with a museum too huge and too little time, as usual, we didn't finish the museum.. it was then 1215pm.. in the name of not missing the train, we were at the hauptbahnhof by 1245 though our train was at 1345.. so exciting right?? there's nothing much at the hauptbahnhof area..

so yeah, that's the end of my trip.. if there's anything to comfort me, i bought a piece of the berlin wall, hoping that it's authentic.. and a shot glass, which has a huge crack, but i love shot glasses, so no comments allowed.. man, i'm gonna have a big problem bringing everything home.. too much glass and too many rocks..

think i caught a bug on the train back from berlin.. coz i'm coughing like nobody's business now.. hmm.. but no biggies.. if anything, i'm insured by 55 euros/month + 10 euros/3 months.. dumm!!

hmm.. wondering what to do this weekend.. studies seems to be the last thing on my mind.. oh no, i need a brainwashing session to wake myself up and study.. =P

musing away..

hmm.. got into a really off-tangent state few days ago.. chills, i'm not pms-ing, neither is school getting to me.. but it's just one of those days whereby you just feel like this.. apologies to those of you who were talking to me then.. really really off tangent.. but 2 sweet darlings (in a way) got me out of the state and despite the weather being so cold here.. both of them warmed my heart a lot.. really!! and i really miss them loads..



one has always been a wonderful sunshine and a really sweet monkey.. who's going down under soon for holidays!! enjoy yourself k?? take all the photos and show me yah!!! missing you all back home.. and so happy that you did well for your promos.. strive hard and study hard yah!! talk more with ya when you are online..

the other.. there's so much i wanna tell her but it's not coming out here.. lost for words and i rather just tell it straight to her as well.. but you know what dearie? you really warmed my heart that night.. i'm really really glad to hear and talk to you.. and i really wished that i could give you a big bear hug, rather than that small tiny icon from msn.. come, let me try and give you a big bear hug from here!! *HUGZ*.. really miss ya loads and miss seeing ya too.. write more to you after your exams.. =D

anyways, i've been here for a month!!! school has gone underway as well.. man, i'm still not motivated.. and believe it, i'm continuing with german here.. yeah!! 5th semester of german language.. man, if i don't improve after this, odd to whack myself in the head.. but otherwise, everything is still functioning really slowly.. i need to read more and read faster but when they are in german, i spent 2 hours on one paragraph, using a lousy online-translator.. i wanna faint man!!

last saturday was a trip to bremen.. quite an unplanned adventure.. siang fung lost her wallet so we went bremen twice in one day.. the fundbuero just contacted her that they have found her wallet but it's such a hassle to get it back.. but yeah, more planning to do to get her wallet back from bremen.. hopefully it gets done before this friday.. oh yah, i've just uploaded the photos for my 1st mth here.. go check them out..

it's been a long long journey and i just want things to settle into place.. daylight saving hour is over so germany is now 7 hours behind singapore.. just finished my bananas & grapes, so i'm back to apples again.. will be off to berlin on friday with the uni.. so exciting right? the international office organised this trip and it starts on a friday so that means that, if anyone has classes on friday, they will be legitimate to skip classes!! woohoo!! so exciting.. as good as encouraging one to skip class.. so should i do that??

musing away.. till next time then.. take care everyone!!

it's 2.15am.. but..

it's 2.15am now.. and i know that i should be sleeping but i just wanna jot down my tots for today.. otherwise, known as friday.. it's been a long long day.. bits and pieces of my brain..

went down to studentenwerk early.. could feel my heart cringing at the tot of the payment but honestly, after paying up and receiving the receipt, somehow, i felt a great sense of relief.. felt as though some heavy load was lifted off my shoulders.. hmm, couldn't help but feel the sense of 'starting anew'..

was feeling a little sad for the past few days coz my parents' mic on their side is somehow not working so msn chat became a one-way thing.. with me talking to the computer, yet without audio replies.. think my dad bought 2 mics, including a webcam!! bumper.. i even installed skype to try and talk to them.. but suddenly, it worked!! man, i was so excited!!! guess like nitya said.. as much as we try to be independent, when things go wrong, you just wanna run home and talk to mummy.. not that anything went wrong but just wanna talk to my mum.. like eufo said, we got addicted talking to our mothers..

and then radek came knocking on my door, halfway through my conversation.. i was like, huh?? what happened?? i confessed.. i was half listening to what he was saying and honestly, i had no idea what he said and then..



he passed me this box!!! i was like some little kid, over the moon!! man, i've been waiting for this since the day my parents sent it.. well, only monday but still!! whee!! can't stop smiling for the rest of the evening.. more photos of its contents will come tomorrow or so.. *beams*..

is daylight saving hour starting soon?? *puzzled*

moving on..

and she was really nice about it.. and she went, i'm really sorry that something like this has to happen to you but you really got one of the best rooms around.. really hope that you will enjoy your exchange experience from now on.. to say that i'm feeling really bitter, i guess i've gotten over it.. well, i just hope that everything picks up from here..

so moving on.. man, what do girls do best? SHOPPING!! jawohl!! went altona shopping on saturday.. man, it's so tempting to splurge all my money in zara.. *faints*.. i absolutely love zara.. but nope, we stayed true to our aim of window shopping.. but.. but i bought something for my room!! to decorate it.. i'm so proud of it.. small and a little ex but hey man, i wanna pamper myself too!! that's super bimbotic!! *puke*.. when i get ard getting a shot of it, it will be here for all to see..

dinner was at eufo's.. had our leftover wantons from the night before.. and yes, i learnt to make wantons man!! woohoo!! no one got food poisoning so chills!! and we watched 'save the last dance' aber auf deutsch.. deshalb verstehen wir nicht.. aber es ist sehr gut.. liebe es gerne..

sunday was a unplanned 'disaster'.. you won't believe what did we do.. we went down to blankenese!! it was awesome but it was really funny how we even ended up at where we wanna go.. i mean, we got on the wrong bus and went on a joy ride.. then the right bus ended us up in goodness-knows-where.. but we exercised our way all the way down to the beach.. *faints*... we were at the coast of the elbe river.. cool man.. to think that we didn't even know how to get there.. but it was great.. man, i wish that it was summer instead.. great sea, great sand, great beach.. all that's missing was the sun and the warmth!! crap!!

dinner was at eufo's again.. cooked that fish which i kinda forgotten about.. man, i just throw everything and start cooking.. learnt that i have to add oil to my rice to prevent it from burning.. and we watched 'sweet home alabama'.. there's 'minority report' on tv next week..

school started today.. and man, it was horrible.. i really believe that my brain has corroded.. aber niemand zu hause muss wissen, dass meine faecher hier einfacher als zu hause sind.. but i'm just so worried now.. matlab was a complete no comprendo.. stressed!! i want to play with simulink.. paloma was saying how much she hates matlab too and similarly, though we don't understand the logic behind simulink, we love it better.. leider gibt es kein simulink.. *bleah*.. have to read up on joule-thompson effect.. oh crap!! it's only the first day..



here's a picture of my school for the next 5 months.. this was nicely taken on a sunny day.. it's been raining for the past few days!! =( here's one of the many memorable buildings.. anyway, welcome to Technische Universitaet Hamburg-Harburg..

stuffing myself with gummibaerchen.. growing fat..

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ich habe gesagt, dass ich nur ueber Gluecklichkeit schreiben werde.. aber vielleicht ist die ganze Zeit nicht so gut.. vielleicht habe ich Sorgen fuer nichts.. ich weiss nicht.. ich bin sehr sehr muede.. manchmal moechte ich alles vergessen und alles aufgeben aber ich werde nicht machen.. alles wird schliesslich in Ordnung sein aber ich will Ihnen in alles sehen.. sowieso ist das alles..

anyways, had a mail from US.. got me excited all over and i really thank God for sally!! she's always faithfully keeping me in prayers and all.. missing her loads.. and another from singapore too!! my travel-bug buddy, who has unfortunately gone back to singapore.. man, i wish that she was here.. it will be wonderful and all.. missing you loads!! phone calls.. nice to hear ppl from home and all.. but like i told justin, i must learn to grow up.. can't be a kid anymore.. =P

caught the travelling bug and guess my 1st proper trip may be a really expensive one.. to the place where olympics 2012 will be held.. man, i wished that paris had won.. oh wells.. trying to finalise details and hopefully can buy my ticket soon.. i need and i want to travel!! =)

anyways, here's to one of my best babes, whose birthday i cannot attend coz i'm 17-hours away by plane.. thanks for everything for the past 2 years.. it's been a great and wonderful 2 years and hopefully many more to come.. hope that you have a really wonderful time today and show me all the photos of all that i've missed.. missing you dearly and was great talking to you the other day.. crap, realised that i do not have a proper photo of the both of us in my notebook.. the only one that i have, has jerry lui's finger in there too.. spoil our photo.. take a nice one during your party and i will post it up!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

mr. designer is gonna call me 'zi lian kuang' again.. but who cares!! i'm really proud of this wonderful piece of work.. it's supposed to be my farewell present but it came 2 weeks later.. as a really wonderful surprise.. and a touch of home.. and i'm so proud of announcing it here.. thanks babe!! and i'm gonna announce it to the whole world.. muakz!! i miss you all so much!!

wonderful weekend.. burning chocolate.. eating eis in the cold.. stood in the cold for about 45 minutes just to watch some lightshow at the alster lake.. 2nd visit to the fischmarkt and i realised that everytime i go to the fischmarkt, i'll definitely end up waiting for ppl.. humph!! well, ppl wait for me too so no complaindo..

gave my room a big clean-up today.. not as clean as that back home.. but passable since i'm not that tall and can't reach much corners.. did laundry which is way too expensive.. and embarrassing enough, my friend had to teach me how to use the washing machine & the dryer.. i hate the dryer and i suspect that it hates me too.. took too long to dry and yet not everything's dried.. crap, waste my money and i suspect that it shrank my giodarno t-shirt too.. crap, my favourite t-shirt..

weather's getting colder yet each day i'll get by..

murphy fell for me..

yeah.. and he fell real hard.. man, i wished that he didn't coz it's an ultimate disaster.. went thru a horrible period this week and man, it made me wonder too much.. so much that i just wanna throw in the towel and walk away.. but i'm still here..

the moon's getting rounder and rounder each night as i look at it.. then i realised that i've been here for almost 15 days.. time flies.. much more to learn before the road eventually reaches a straight smooth portion.. but can that learning be buffered??

on a side note, i went down to the school bibliothek this morning, while waiting for the sprechzeit of the students' affairs office.. guess what? it was so nostalgic!!! i saw.. introduction to chemical engineering theromodynamics... chemical reaction engineering.. perry's handbook, what benny and me deemed as 'nur fuer schlafen'.. equilibrium stage separation.. and finally, who can ever forget this book: wwwr - the fundamentals of heat, mass & momentum transfer?? man, a walk down the memory lane of the past 4 semesters in chem eng.. and now in the world of verfahrenstechnik (VT)..