the passing of yet another week

and yes, another week is over.. and soon i'll be gone as well.. too many people are flying away.. first up was jason and then soon will be minz.. and then justin will be off too.. followed by the whole uk gang of people.. and somewhere along the way will be the us people.. and finally me.. feeling a little weird but whatever.. shall wait and see..

missed cell for the 5th time.. overtime, birthdays, fatigue.. He gave me a choice and i made it and shall live with it.. but i hope to be able to revert it next it.. missing everyone at cell..

oh anyways, the sunday that just passed was SEEKER'S SERVICE.. and the dance went well.. at least that's what i thought about it.. florence was saying that people said that the 4 of us were actually enjoying ourselves up there dancing, which is a good thing.. i mean, the song was chosen for a reason and whatever we are doing is to praise Him so i don't exactly wanna be bothered with what others say.. plus, minus all the pressure and stress, we will relax more too!!

and there was the gameshow too.. a life of illusions and expectations.. only to learn that disappointments are a big part of it too.. more often than not, only some people will leave the show being happy while the rest walk away, disappointed and hurt.. in times like these, how will you react? great message from rev norman wong, though don't exactly see the relevance of it all yet.. but what hit home was, i have loved you ever since you were in your mother's womb.. and i have already prepared a place for you.. how can He love me so much?? especially when He is perfect and i'm far from it.. but it's true, He loves me that much to give me one thing that i don't deserve at all.. it's all about grace..

lately been a more than horrible friend to many people... it's as good as work is taking over my life and whatever else don't seem to be happening.. loads of things which i wanna say but at the same time, i just don't want to say it.. maybe it's just me.. oh wells..

hmm, lately everyone's been seeing less of me online coz i was glued to the black box watching soapy korean drama serials - stairway to heaven.. and the whole office knows that i'm watching this serial!! now it's anthony's turn.. but i wanna buy the soundtrack really badly.. oh wells..



well, rest be assured, i'm back to roam cyberspace now coz i'm done watching it, after consecutive days of late nights.. but guess what? daddy just told me that my old desktop is completely kaputt!! so there goes all my music and movies, esp dead poets' society.. a movie with loads of stories & memories behind it.. and definitely all the school work, especially lab reports.. something which i've slogged hours and nights for.. goodness!! all gone!! now gotta go around bugging people to send me stuff..