the bucket list..

not been watching much movies, although i watched horton hears a who and the leap years, but it was the bucket list, which i really wanted to watch.. what's more? throw in 2 top-notch actors playing counterparts to each other, although they are 100% straight.. but it's just so nice.. and man, it makes you realised that with money, you can do all things too.. and man, seeing all those places they went to, in order to fulfill the 'bucket list', it made me wanna go travel even more..

anyway, the bucket list actually talks about the last years of a person.. and this statement narrated by morgan freeman stayed with me.. quoting almost correctly.. of all the ppl in the world, 95% of them do not wish to know when they will leave this earth, while 5% wish to know.. i belonged to the 5%, however after knowing how much time i've got left in this world, i finally understood why ppl do not want to know.. it just caught me right there..


and then, this will lead on to the rest of my post.. and i never meant for the picture to be this happy, coz when i was thinking about how to phrase this post.. it was never exactly meant to be happy..

when i saw morgan freeman writing on the yellow notepad paper, it reminded me at once, of those papers that we used to pass ard in class in our senior year, whereby you write one good sentence about the person, who's name is on the paper..

honestly, how will each of our lives match up at the end of the day.. do we look back and mark more ticks on our bucket list as we proceed on in life? or to realise that there are minimal or no ticks on the list.. and what do we invest in as well?? trying to earn more out of the financial market or to invest in tangible things, without any monetary tag placed on them?

lately been hearing and seeing things, which i honestly wished that i can be oblivious to and pretend that they do not exist.. if everything is cyclical, is this time really my turn.. it has come to a point, whereby escapism is honestly no longer the way out, coz what is really happening is that i want to cheat time..

if you are thinking that i've gone sick, in every aspect of the word, i haven't.. see, you all can't get rid of me yet!! hahahaha!! but rather just thinking of the 'what-ifs'.. so what do i want my 'bucket list' to be? a list full of long-term investments.. tiring and i may not even live to see their returns.. a long list with many places to travel to.. a long list of food to eat and try!!

at the end of the day, i want my 'bucket list' to be filled with many ticks and zero undone items.. at the end of the day, i want to be as happy as the picture above, whereby i can look in to the bucket and see it completely empty, coz i have completed all that i wanted to do.. and it will be a list worth living it out for..