i feel so tired... for the very first time, in a very long time... i feel like crying... and for the very wrong reasons too.. this is dumb, once again, i'm not making much sense here again... for the very first time, especially when i'm supposed to but somehow it's not happening... i'm finally feeling the heat of the exams... and yes, i'm not done studying for my ss which is tested this very friday... will someone come and congratulate me please?? oh yes, throw in a trophy too.. coz i deserve it too!!! right, half a point for effort.. maybe my friend's right, when the exams are just a couple of days away, the stress will come on full-force...
what a day... spent the whole morning and afternoon trying to understand what the world is fugacity about... and yes, i'm still struggling with that irritating fella and his best friend, activity coefficient.. to complicate matters, they brought another friend along, whose name is equilibrium constant and all those extended family relations of his too... not to mention that i've neglected Carnot and his best friend, Rankine...
tried to read something that has been left untouched since sec. 4, and boy, that was a challenge man!!!! geography!!! spannend!!! right... another half a point for effort... so much to study and so little time left... and what a brilliant way of utilising my time, i'm here blogging away... goodness, someone please shoot me in the head!!!
picked this up from meine wasserfrau's blog, ...and remember that you're made BY Him, FROM Him, and FOR Him... i want to feel encourage by it, that through it all, He is seeing me through but somehow i can't... i feel like there's some minor battle breaking out inside, which can't seem to seek peace.. trying to drown it by blasting music from my md.. but after a concentrated span of 20 minutes, i'll pause, look around and get distracted all over again... sheesh.. mind of one confused person man!!!
i must say this.. thanks to you who tried to keep me awake and for telling me those really lame yet intelligient jokes... but my brain's in a state of malfunction so can't answer your questions.. but thanks!!! oh yah, due to the high possibilities of sars breaking out all over again, i can't go hongkong or china for holidays!!! sheesh... sigh!!!
3 comments:
study for your friday's paper for today and tomorrow lor. that's what i'm doing also, not prepared at all.. but trying to do as much as i can. pray to God, trust in Him lah.. the less time you have to do your stuff, the more time you should spend praying. I've experienced exams miracles before with His powers, i believe you will to if you trust Him. trust. don't doubt at all. :)
cast all your cares upon Him, for He cares for you. 1 peter 5:7 :) chin up girl. wont be long before your time is ALL yours again! remember to always put God first, somehow things will naturally fall into place after that. love you lots!! big hug.
Boo wasserfrau!!
ich liebe dich!! und Jesus loves you too!!
erm...well....you know...during this time when you don't feel Him near..that's when He really just right next to you!! so well..He's nearby!! -beams- don't worry about all these stuff..just give it your bestest shot..and leave the rest to Him...do whatever you can..and let go and let God..
i love you babes... -hugs- God Bless.
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