Saturday, September 18, 2004

sleepless night

eunice is right about this.. you can't sleep after going to the airport... and no matter how hard you try, that image you saw at the departure gate just can't be erased away...

just came back from youth leaders' meeting too.. my 1st time at the meeting.. previously, can't attend any coz the meetings always clash with my german lessons and whatever else... anyway, it was really an experience there.. whatever that has been said, is filled with honesty and all.. there's no need to hold back anything.. just do it man...

anyway, just want to share about something that has really touched my heart a lot... or rather, it has always been something close to my heart... many times, i really wonder why her, of all people... how we tried time and time again... nick once told me not to give up but just press on... i honestly admit, i almost gave up..

until this year... there i was, at the corner, trying to recover from my own shock, my own disappointment and tears.. she came up from behind and just hugged me... i never told her this, but i was really encouraged by her action... just that simple hug, it really warmed my heart.. that hug really meant a lot to me...

noelle once asked me, given the choice to choose either her or another of my dear gals to mentor, who would you pick?? before i could answer that question, she said this, i know the answer already... and i know she really did... everyone close to me knows how much she matters to me and all...

deborah shared on how much she has changed... how cheery she is and all!!! it really warms my heart... it just made me think back of those times but who cares about that?? she brightens up a lot... and at this rate, she can become my sunshine too!!!really want to thank the Lord for this... it really means a lot to me...

well... bet she will read this some day and just want to tell her this... hey babe, i'm really proud of you.. to see you smiling so much has always been my wish.. sometimes, i really wish i could help you in everything, but God has shown me that i am not able to do so... and to see that you are having so much fun in school, in cell, in church, it really warms my heart and all... and most of all, to see how you have grown over this year, it's really encouraging.. i really want to thank God for 'putting' you in my life!!! hope that the week has gone well for you... and remember that God is ever faithful yah?? meanwhile, don't have too many late nights and do remember to kick some ass when doing project work yah?? thanks for being such a wonderful gal to me... love ya loads!!! oh yes, mafia roxs.. =)

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