christmas this year..

1. the birth of my Saviour...
something that we all tend to forget.. forgetting that this is the true meaning of christmas.. but it's this gift that brought me where i am today...

2. ay 2004/2005 semester 1 results..
it didn't help that the results were released on christmas day at 3pm.. slapped right in the middle of the day... right!!! well, inside my small world, i thought that i did pretty okay but outside my small world, my grades are pale in comparison... but i'm really thankful for whatever i've gotten... i mean, look at me during the semester and the exam period.. some of the grades were really like, 'look what you've done.. so this is what you deserve man'.. knowing me, i'll never be satisfied no matter what.. but i'm really thankful.. this would never be possible if He wasn't in the midst of it all...

3. sep application..
yusen said that christmas came early for me this year.. maybe it did.. but thanks be to God for the whole journey.. it has been topsy-turvy but it really made me realised that my own effort has to be put in too, and not just rely on others to get stuff done.. and more importantly, committing to Him and let Him present His plan.. on the bus home that day, i was telling Him, it is tough but if that's what You have planned for me, let it be then.. grant me the strength and grace to go through it all.. then again, He has His plans which i do not know.. all i know that He will provide me with the grace and He has the best in mind..

let's just say, that's the 3 main issues for me this christmas... anyway, it's boxing day today.. yeah, but don't go around boxing people up.. be it in a box or into any other shapes... okay, bad joke... but somehow, i met so many people from primary school today.. it started with my principal, miss dorothy ho.. yeah, i was pretty tempted to greet her.. but then again, shall keep quiet one corner... and then, there's my primary 5/6 classmate, who disappeared to international school in sec. 3: ryan tan.. jawohl, he still looks the same.. guess, we all never changed much.. he's now at nottingham doing business.. cool, he's this only singaporean in his course.. right!!! and he was going on about.. erm, i shall hold my peace here..

saw luke this afternoon after such a long time.. and zhonghan too!!! oh my goodness, they kinda grew during this period again... sheesh, the power of puberty and growth spurts.. i feel old suddenly.. yeah, and i met up with nitya.. she's back from nottingham too!!! for christmas holidays but will be flying back this weekend coz school starts early this semester.. cool, spent a great time catching up at scotts pastamania... got ambushed by this guy who claimed that he has done eyebrows trimming for really famous people before and wanted us to allow him to trim ours... enjoying the christmas lights one last time at both takashimaya and tangs, before the management removes everything... oh, we both agreed that sometimes, it's better to have mono-colour decorations.. just like takashimaya's.. this year is white and last year was red.. wonder what will be next year's?? and we saw some performance of a guy jumping through rings of fire... walked through kino and borders, looking at pretty paperchase items, pretty calendars and 2005 organisers, which we deemed too pretty to be used... oh yes, hugo boss at takashimaya has 'merry christmas' written in german!! so exciting!!!

oh yes, i'm really bad with gifts and all.. so i rather write to people.. but i'm so sorry that i've not write to.. will try and attempt to succeed to write them by the next sunday!! to all my friends, especially those who are gonna turn 21 next year, if you really want a gift, as long as it's not a car or a house or anything too extravagent, you are welcomed to tell me what you want.. seriously!!!! oh yah, i just saw on the news about the presence of tsunamis in the indo-india region.. kinda reminds me of miss wong again... all her crazy tactics and all.. oh wells, some memories which will never be the same again though...

thanks to the great help of my wasserfrau, this is the product of my blog.. but there's really nothing i can do about the fonts... it's part of the template.. anyway, nic said that my blog looks super happy.. hmm, what can i say?? i really love butterflies.. and the templates which i really liked were either black or white.. yeah, there are just some things which one prefers to forget or to put aside and move on, but somehow, circumstances do not allow that to happen or the person just walked right back into the other's life... sigh..

been pretty klutzy for the past few days.. been dropping those powdery and cakey stuff.. like, my blusher when applying make-up last week and just now, the tailor's chalk in my sewing kit.. yeah, the floor looks pink coz of the powder... sheesh!!! oh, i just saw a really pretty white moth fluttering in my room, but i have no idea where it is now...