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those of you who knew what happened last weekend, it wasn't like this... you know what, i was literally crying.. for help, for grace, for anything... i really wanted to go to this school.. maybe coz it's the easy way out, but the main reason was because of the electives... it was tough trying to pick up and move on after last thursday to map for karlsruhe.. actually, i am really lost for words now..
the same msg came back to me.. even through noelle's testimony, kelvin's christmas card.. let go, surrender and trust in the Lord... again and again, these words kept coming back throughout the whole year.. but it's just so hard and He has to remind me again and again through all that is happening... then, there was kids' church on sunday about our God being Jehovah Jireh, the provider... one of the object lessons was about how much more the Lord will provide for us than we ask for... another object lesson was about how the Lord provides even for the flowers in the fields... the exact verse that winnie wrote at the beginning of the year...
"do not worry about your life, what you will eat, or about your body, what you will wear... consider how the lilies grow. they do not labour or spin. yet i tell you, not even solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these... Father knows that you need them. but seek His kingdom and these things will be given to you as well."
Luke 12:22,27,30-31
i am still lost for words... sometimes, we just can't thank Him enough for all that He has done.. actually, no matter how much we thank Him, it is still not enough... for all that He has done, is too much and overwhelming..
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