Thursday, March 17, 2005

let her go and let her fly..

"Congratulations! You have been selected by the Faculty of Engineering for the student exchange programme [SEP] in academic year 2005/6. You have been assigned to the Technical University of Hamburg-Harburg...."

so it's finally here... i finally got my approval letter.. but why am i still not contented?? that excitement, that joy, that anticipation... somehow has fizzled out.. maybe coz it's due to that extensive waiting period to hear from nus.. and now that i had, i still need to hear from TUHH, private joke from german class... somehow.. something in me just died out...

but i really want to go.. i want to run away.. away from nus, away from singapore.. away from everything back here... yes, i am irresponsible, i am reckless in doing so.. but i guess, i'm one that will stop at nothing to get what i want.. well-almost.. depending on what the issue is all about.. i just want to hide.. even if it means that i won't know anyone at all.. i just want to go to a place, where i can have all my freedom.. all the feeling of running free...

let me go and let me fly...

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